[quote author=Bear link=topic=680.msg3569#msg3569 date=1216039727]
yep, been doing it for a couple of years, I stopped last year when we did one for a young lady from here that we all knew, it really tore me up and do to the emotional after math I sort of took some time off. I guess it was a combination of old age and being a softy at heart. to me the death of our service men and women are hard to take sometimes..
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Bear, that is very common among us. Our former State Captain had to step way for a while and Mae Lyne and to step away from honor missions for about six months. We have had several ride captains stand down for a while. If you are human, it will flat get to you. Most of us tear up at every honor missions - especially during Taps.
Some of the missions are really hard on me. Recently, we did a mission for a close personal friend and Ride Captain who succumbed to a heart attack. I flat broke down and he was moved to the hearse. He and I had ridden a lot miles together and shared many a meal.
In January, we did a mission for the son-in-law of a family friend and comrade-in-arms. My kids grew up with their kids. They were at my sons funeral. That was a hard one.