Sprocket
Blondie
On the 30 July at 7pm was my last smoke, I have been smoking for 42 years ( I started very young) I have hung in there and have not had another smoke. I have attended two functions in between and coped fine with the alcohol and people smoking around me, I never knew I could consume sooo much tequila.
I am using nicotine patches to slowly wean the body off of nicotine but yesterday and today for some reason I am going bananas with wanting a smoke. I have not kicked the habit yet
Goes something like this whilst being a smoker in home office
Stressed - have a smoke
Busy & get hungry - have a smoke
Thirsty but busy - have a smoke
Get tea - ahhhh have a smoke
Eat ahhhh have a smoke
Adult kids irritate you - have a smoke
Menopause & husband -- have a Cigarrrrr
Into car - light up a smoke
Go to gym -have a smoke
Food & alcohol socialing - smoke and talk talk
am I supposed to do now ??????? (sorry i'm swearing like a trooper now)
I have tried my best to be calm and not take it out on anyone at home or around me.
I chew gum and refuse to nibble as I do not want to have weight problems
It has been one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life
I am using nicotine patches to slowly wean the body off of nicotine but yesterday and today for some reason I am going bananas with wanting a smoke. I have not kicked the habit yet
Goes something like this whilst being a smoker in home office
Stressed - have a smoke
Busy & get hungry - have a smoke
Thirsty but busy - have a smoke
Get tea - ahhhh have a smoke
Eat ahhhh have a smoke
Adult kids irritate you - have a smoke
Menopause & husband -- have a Cigarrrrr
Into car - light up a smoke
Go to gym -have a smoke
Food & alcohol socialing - smoke and talk talk

I have tried my best to be calm and not take it out on anyone at home or around me.
I chew gum and refuse to nibble as I do not want to have weight problems
It has been one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life